Dreaming of Kai

Last night I had a dream that I met Kai for the very first time. This is not the first time I have dreamed of him, but the first time I was actually in the dream with him. Even though Justin and I plan to travel (along with Lydia) I traveled alone for this particular meeting.

As I arrived at the building, which was a one story white building with columns in the middle of a corn field...lol, I was warmly welcomed and they pointed me in the direction of my baby. The baby I walked over to, didn't look exactly like the baby we had been given pictures of all along. This baby was wearing all pink...which wasn't a big shocker. Something just didn't feel right as they handed me this baby. Then I realized this baby was indeed a girl, and not my Kai.

I tried to explain to them that this was not my baby. After explaining to them what he looked like, I saw him. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw my baby boy. He was indeed the little boy we have seen pictures of...the little boy we have fallin in love with. He was so chuncky and had a huge smile on his face...something we have yet to really see from him. He took one look at me and started running with the cutest little giggle. It was like he was waiting for me to catch him. I swooped him up in my arms and gave him the biggest hug. Then my alarm went off and I woke up...lol.

I just can't wait to see how our first meeting will go. I know there will probably be many tears between all of us, but I hope there is plenty of smiles and giggles in there too! Soon baby boy...soon!