As I took it all in today, I sat at my desk in tears. I am sure everyone around thought there was something seriously wrong with me (probably is...lol). Anyways, after a good long cry, I dried my eyes and began to pray. I prayed that God would reach down to me today and give me the strength I needed to make it through this week. I prayed that God was watching over Kai...to make sure that he was happy, healthy and loved by all. I prayed that Holt would release this document so that our process can begin to move forward. I prayed that our son would be in our arms soon.
So as I was getting ready to leave work, I checked the email one more time. There it was! God looking down on me today. An email from our sw that read, "some pictures to make your day". And they did just that. Seeing his precious face makes all of this sadness go away. I will go through anything to have this little boy home. I can't tell you how much I already love him. He completes our family. I am so blessed to have my children...the absolute loves of my life.
Hang on sweet boy...we are coming soon!

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